deaddDOLL [iv]

2006-10-28T09:42:00.002-07:00

yeah, i've moved. but all archives are still here so don't worry! my history is not gone!

http://imwalkingonheel.livejournal.com

or

click here!

weell, bye people!
and wish me happy birthday!!!!!

till later,
. ping

2006-10-28T09:42:00.000-07:00

brendon. he has a girlfriend. =(

2006-10-27T03:34:00.000-07:00

no no no.
it's truly been the saddest day of my life.
because, just simply because,
brendonurie has a girlfriend.

what the hell am i upset for?
i don't even know him.

BOO!
but he's my favorite idol!!!!!
and now, he's taken.
all my fantasies..................poof. gone.!

so, this is the main reason why i'm sad.
and +,
1) i really don't have a life.
2) i really wanna have a life, that includes partyaying till wee hours and taking nonsensical shots.
3) i really want a super duper, ultra super cool life.
4) i don't know. i just want brendon urie!!!

=(

bye.
i'm off to indulge in some oh-i-am-sad-cause-he-has-a-gf thoughts.
boo. =(

till later,
. ping

he's so irresistable. =)

jac vanek. =)

2006-10-26T08:17:00.000-07:00

okey, breath in, breath out.
i'm sooo excited.
and over what you may ask.
okey, this is what.

i found ryan ross's ex girlfriend!
i'm pretty sure it's ex. i THINK. =)
cool right???
omigod, i still can't belive it.
but yeah, i'm kinda making a bigg fuss out of it. but hey, it's not everyday you get to know your favorite band's member has a girlfriend, and you've seen her photos!
i didn't know until i saw this photo that looked like ryanross, then kept reading and reading her journal, and finally saw proof.
and i'm super sure it's true. that she's ryanross ex(maybe) girlfriend.

her journal. click here!

and she's pretty. haha!
i WISH i dated someone from a band. boo. =(

well, updating soon!
i'm off to look at more of her stuff.
CHILL people!

till later,
. ping

ZEN vPLUS!

2006-10-25T03:11:00.000-07:00

pretty? gorgeous? kawaii-neh?
uhm-hmmm, you bet!
it's simply irresistable! =))
and guess what people?

it's freaking mine!!!!!!!!!!!
WAKAKAKAKA!
it's the ultimate!

ya lah, please don't assume i got it because i've got rich parents who owns money trees.
i got it because it's gonna be my BIRTHDAY!!

so, you better wish me happy birthday this coming sunday.
or i don't know what i will do to you.... heh heh heh.

and i found something quite lame in a mag.
green - green with envy
dark blue - blue over a boy
neon yellow - hang'in with the girls
orange - too much gossip
dark purple - double date
light purple - shop till you drop
red - let's do lunch
light blue - lounging by the pool
dark orange - sisterhood

so now i'm in search of a darkorange nail polish colour.
so that i can wear it and belong to a 'sisterhood'.
HAHA.

and i'm off to research about WWW, cause maybe we're going there on sat!
uh-huh! and i so want to have dinner at fish&co!
can't wait can't wait!!

oh, and all those going to mrTOH's concert, have a blast!

p.s: missyew bought a TOPMAN shirt (which is super nice) for dan.
and guess how much it cost her?
bloody 83 bucks.
she's filthy rich. i wish i'm her.! =(

till later,
. ping

lahlahloohloohh

2006-10-23T04:02:00.000-07:00

meet my beloved cookie!
ain't he just so adorable????

courtesy of misslemonnn. =)

i'm bored.
bored till i'm going bonkers.
till the extent that i even considered suicide as an option.
NONO! Wait! i'm not depressed lah!
i'm just bored, and tried experimenting things in my head. ya know. =)

NOTE: some people make me really sick.

p.s: this shop at PP, called Prints, they sell cards and notebooks that are SOOO beautiful.
not kawaii, or whatever, but really really nice. artistic. hM.

gonna watch goong. yul's got a new album!
gawd, i'm so gonna buy it.!!!

till later,
. ping

nun-ing.

2006-10-19T02:11:00.000-07:00

i've thought about it, and i've decided.
i'm going to stop surfing the net until the end of 'o's.
serious.
so i'm telling you people who actually reads my blog. so you will know why i won't be blogging till nov 20.

man, i'm gonna miss the com.
but i guess for my 'o's sake, i've really got no choice.
i'm going to be erhm, abstinating myself from the com, the world, the friends, the life uh.
yeah. kinda like a nun. =)
but a nun with hair.

so anw, had some talk with mis lemonnn earlier on.
she stayed at my hse for awhile cause she wanted to go to nightstudy.
and i guess it's really great talking to her. cause there are a lot of stuff that i really say, but indirectly.
so, miss lemonnn, don't say anything i said to you earlier on uh!
continue working hard miss SUANSUAN!!!!!! =))

sad news uh. not really.
so people, i need to go off study, gotta catch up real fast if i want to go to NgeeAnn Poly's MassComm.
damn, i need to get at least A2 for english lah!

so bye !
annyeong people! *fight-ting*
=P

till later,
. ping

some afterthoughts that i wanted to blog for ages but always forgot.
here it is!

1)
there's a huge difference between, " i want to make love to you." and " get on the bed, i want to screw you." but how really different is it?
or how is it really different for the guys?

2)
there's nothing more that a guy wants is to see his girl in only his oversized tee the next morning. but please guys, get this: girls definitely DO NOT want to see her guy in only her tight baby tee the next morning.
and what about a guy wanting to see his girl wearing his boxers in the morning?
but erhm guys, no girl will actually want to see you wearing her g-string in the morning.

welll, count it as advice to guys who know nothing~
=))

nuthin'better ta do.

2006-10-17T21:44:00.000-07:00

BIG UPDATE: please check out this blog. Read the story and comment on it.
THANKYOU.
click on here!
pardon all the grammar mistakes and all that. just get the gist.

uh-huh, i just finished watching the devil wears prada.
kinda late, yeah. but likewise, i don't understand why some people say it's not nice.
hm, it's not like those sci-fi flicks or blackguys flims, or action blockbuster but it's nice.!
kinda inspires me. PLUS, the clothes is real saz.

yeah, but no hottie though. and that blond fat dude is so irritating!
big ego, EW!

well, gonna have tuition at 4.30 today.
bummer.
but i have to go through this lah. it's 'o' levels! =(

new nice song:
Take The Lead (Soundtrack) - 02 - Bone Thugs - N - Harmony - Take The Lead (Wanna Ride).
very upbeat, very reggae.
sure to like it if you like dancing!

i'm done, just thought i'd blog since i've got nuthin' better to do.
bye people!

till later,
. ping

take the lead; johntucker must die.

2006-10-17T03:20:00.000-07:00

omg, take the lead and john tucker must die, is fantabulousa!

i can't even imagine those people who said the movie sucked. they're SO wrong.
big plus, the guys in it are soooooo hot!
i was totally hyperventilating when i watched take the lead.
the guy, dante basco who played ramos was SUPER hot.
and he's not even like chad michael murray or orlando bloom kinda hot, he's just charming.
and he's got a serious bad boy attitude. HEE!

in john tucker must die, the john guy was quite cute lar, but his brother is the real hottie.
and then kitty and ji was like, "eee, where got cute."
whatever. he looks cute to me. *snaps snaps*

okey, i know.
every single movie i watch, i'd comment not on the movie but the hotties.
uh, i'm desperate. imma desperate stupid bitch.
total sorray. =))

but how can there be no hottie in a movie?
i don't geddit!
it makes a movie so much better! it's like, the special ingredient, the ultimate secret to the recipe!!!
plus, hotties in a movie makes people really tense. then they will focus on the movie and will keep on watching it.
i know cause i will!
lmao. yeah, kinda stupid and bimbotic uh.
but to me, a show without hotties, is like porridge with no veggies, a chickenchop without seasoning.
eg: the erm, show played by nicholas cage. so stupid.
and ELF, played by duno who. it's just lame, cus no hottie...

see what i mean?
i know girls will be with me.
dude, DUHS. they are girls afterall.
but guys, they also like to watch movies with hot babes isn't it?
it's exactly the same thing. hot guys, hot gals. hot everything!

and anybody wanna critisize take the lead, i'll personally castrate you.
it's super nice. and if you don't like it, it's because you are a complete freak with two left feet, no sense of rhythm and no feeling whatsoever.
because the whole movie was so passionate.
i'm considering taking salsa classes. so sexy!

bah, speaking of salsa classes, i'm taking dancelessons aft 'o's.
i can't stand it lah. i'm practically going mad without dancing.
so, since my mother asked me what i want for my birthday, and she refuses to let me have a new camera or hair extensions, i shall ask her to sponser me dancelessons.

only i've not quite decided whether to continue pursuing hip-hop or salsa.
or something else. =(
quite sad uh. but nvm. at least i get to dance again.

dinner's calling me. i've skipped lunch today again.
all part of my plan. slimming down PLUS extra income.!
eeeeks! =)))

byepeople!

p.s: ramos is suppppperrrr cute!!!
hot. spicy! dante basco!

till later,
. ping

so lame.

2006-10-15T02:14:00.000-07:00

LOVE SURVEY.

01] Is there someone who you like at the moment?
duhs, i'm always liking someone.

O2] Have you ever given or been given roses?
eh...... yup, i've recieved roses from my cousin cause it was her wedding!
so not very romantic ar.

O3] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
no favorite. as long as it's a romantic movie with substance, i like it. =)

O4] Have you ever been in love?
no idea. *shrugs*

O5] Do you believe everyone has soulmate?
yeah, but sometimes, your soul mate doesn't think his soulmate is you.
=(

O6] Do you think that you should be friends first?
maybe. there are special occasions though....

O7] Have you ever had your heart broken?
duhs.
i'm human.

O8] What do you think about long-distance relationships?
i'm fine, as long as my guy is hot.

09] Do you believe in love at first sight?
YES!!

10] Your thoughts on online relationships?
cool but untrustable.
the guys you meet online are often jerks. =)
(only those that keep bugging you)

11] Sex on the first date?
if it's a first date with the guy i loved for like, 2 years, why not?
provided he's a nice guy lah.

12] Would you rather date someone 5-6 years older or 5-6 years younger?
older! younger guys are erm... immature. and not as hot.

13] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
haha, i always like my friends.
and i mean, ALWAYS.

14] Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater?
kinda. but if he's hot, he's forgiven!

15] How many kids do you want to have?
2. definitely must have one boy.
or maybe i'll just adopt cause i'm scared i'll become an auntie!!
eeks!

16] Do you usually fall for a wrong boy/girl or the right boy/girl?
wrong in what way?
i adore badboys but i usually fall in love with the goodones.

17] What is your favorite color(s)?
black. no doubt.

18] What are your views on gay marriage?
i'm already fine with lesbian marriages, what do you think?
but if it's my guy's marriage to another, i'll kill him.

19] Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
erm, i don't... know.
maybe?

20] Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died, would you re-marry?
hello? like who will want me at 79?
by the time i get married, my new partner won't even have an erection and will be needing viagra.
so how to have sex?
plus, his moans will be like, so gross.

21] At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?
erm, primary one.
cause he took the blame for me.
and for that, he's my hero. *dreams*

22] How do you know when it’s love?
when i start to give in to the person, and when i accept him for who he is and vice versa.

23] What song do you want to hear at your wedding?
right now it's:
Open Your Eyes (To Love) by LMNT - when i walk down the aisle.
My Humps by BEP - when the vows and kissing ended.
songs by P!ATD and Falloutboy when the dinner starts.
HAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHA. =))))

24] Does somebody like you?
maybe. how i know?

25] where would you rather be right now?
in LA!
duhs!!!

blue eyes, quizzes, mass com. so lame. =)

2006-10-15T01:13:00.000-07:00

no, i'm not angry.
and i'm not gonna scold vulgarities. =))
haha, because i think at least everything is settled and i want to stop being such a bitch lah.
because i think this thing should have an end.
yeah.... mature woman speaking. HAHAHAHA! =))

so, i woke up EARLY in the morning to have dimsum with my relatives.
at marine parade. at a stupid 8plus in the morning.
which means i had to wake up at 7plus so as to prepare myself.
BOO.
lack of sleep does me no good cause i'm a natural lazy pigggg.
and i look like one anyway.
laugh out loud.

so the dimsum was fine, just that my cousins were all crapping.
asking qian bian quizzes. you know, those qns that have really out of the world answers?
Yeah, that sort. =)

well i'll tell them to ji when i see her.
which won't be till 19oct. HAHA.
but i'm not missing her... ew!

back to the dimsum thingy, i have to say, my nephew and niece is like freaking cute!!!
cause my little niece is so little, and she was sleeping & drooling, and she look so cute
so i placed my finger in between her little palm and she grabbed it!
OH, she's so strong! she didn't let go at all.
hahah, look at me, i'm such a happy aunt! (no, i'm not old. if you say i'm old, i'll castrate you.)
and my nephew is ultra ultra active. plus, he's super attractive.
confirm grow up to be a uber eber weber feber hottie, who charms the socks off every single girl.
WAKAKA.
oh, and he's very clever too.

and when they went in to the supermarket, i just stood outside with my uncle and father.
that was when i realised: my uncle has blue eyes!!!
really! light blue somemore!
and it's really nice lor. (he don't wear contacts so don't ask stupid qns)
people always say old people have blue eyes but i didn't think it was this blue lah!
furthermore, my uncle is not that old lah. he's just a grandpa to one adorable toddler and one droolable infant.
uh-huh, his eyes is really nice.

hmm, and i asked amyjiejie about where i should go to after 'o's.
and i've decided, i'm going to poly. i'm going to take masscom.
cause since i've always wanted to be in the media industry, why not take masscom?
and amyjiejie also said that she kinda regretted going to JC because when in university, the poly students have advantage over the jc students.
after all, the poly students are more independent, and not everything is on studies.
=)
i'm really morphing into a woman now ain't i??? *grins*
okey, don't reply this. haha.

my b'day is coming too and i don't know what i want.
here's the updated list:

1) camera - must be nice, slim, captures bootiful photos, got b/w and sepia effects, and must be at least 7megapixels.

2) hair extensions - which i don't know how much because i don't know how long i want my hair to be.

3) rebonding - hmmmm... i think hair extensions is miles better.

4) the wacoal tummy walker - yay! i need to shape my tummy badly anyway.

5) ceramic curling iron - so that i can have curls in my hair.

6) ultra good 'o' level results - haha, only god can give me this. plus myself.

7) a happy happy day out on my birthday, or before. - it's up to me, and my endorphines. =)

8) more piercings, 2nd ear, eyebrow, lips and nose! - i'm getting my 2nd stud already lah. and the others is quite impossible all thanks to my mother.

9) a nice tattoo - but i won't get it so soon cause i want to have a tattoo that is meaningful, not just because i want to follow the trend.

10) fill my wardrobe with all black stuff! - i'm trying to be emo, rmb? =P

11) a dawg. - no, i mean a real dog! not those fake ones. but it's gonna be hard to take care of it though.

12) sunglasses i saw @vivo - i can buy them myself so no biggie.

13) rouge lipstick by dior - quite no point, cause i don't have any need for it.

14) a prettier face???? - -_______________-"

15) aiya, i like almost anything. as long as they are pretty and cute and yadda yadda, i'll like it.
but if the present is erm, a piece of toilet paper, then.... no, better don't give it to me.
or i'll castrate you. regardless of whether you're a male or female.

hmmmmm........
i'm so in love with those emo hotties that i saw on myspace.
so cute.
=)))
but, they are not my ideal type. they're just cute.

p.s: evanscence's super nice. lacrymosa and call me when you're sober. LISTEN!!!

till later,
. ping

mozilla! =)

2006-10-13T19:48:00.000-07:00

FUCK YOU. SERIOUSLY, FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE.
YOU DON'T APPRECIATE ANYTHING.

i feel like such a retard right now. ji admonished me after i told her, but at that point of time i didn't see think doing it was such a mistake. but HELL, now i do.
people are such idiots and fickle. they say one thing and when events DO happen, they claim that it's not their fault.
under protection. hah, that's so funny.
you think you will be protected from the way you are acting?
not that i'm sniding your protector, but this is the real world, stop living in delusions.
and i did not force you to change whatever you wrote so what's the point of telling people, "don't read my blog if you don't like what i say....".
i'm not like trying to be the angel here. i'm just trying hard to be a better person and somehow you just take it that i'm a hypocrite.
i'm not the hypocrite here. if you can't see that, you're blind.
so what i've gone through was what i deserved? and what you've gone through were all our fault? that's what i thought at that time. but i was stupid.
WHATEVER.
you can say that anytime you want. but you'll never know how it hurts people lah hor?
it's all about you.
or no, it's all about you and your other friends.
and i'm not saying i don't like what you wrote, and i'm not asking you to change what you wrote.
so don't tell me what to do.
this is my blog, so if you don't like what i write, then please fuck off too please.
or do you need me to roll out the red carpet for you?

i think all the things i've said about you, i'm never taking it back.
so what if it was fake in the past? it is real now.

*************************************************************************
just downloaded mozillafirefox.
omg, it's GREAT, and the theme is so cooool.
plus there's this mini player to control the jukebox thingy.
mmmm, very convenient.!

and i'm depressed lah!
i haven't started studying ONE BIT!
and even kitty start liao.
shit.

here she is standing, waiting.
but can't you feel her fury?
her hands, clenched, is drawing blood,
beckoning the night into her heart.

[chorus]
she wants to forgive, she wants to forget,
but she has never been taugh how to.
she wants you with her, she brings death along.
her whole life is in a mess, her life is untamed.
she is me.
she is me.

p.s: hahahahaahahahahha. nuthin' =)

till later,
. ping

i love emocore!

2006-10-12T22:06:00.000-07:00

my birthday's coming!!!
you people better know it! HAHA.
29/10.!!

some lame things to blog out:
1) my mother rebonded her hair, in the morning.
imagine that!
2) i'm regaining use of myspace again.
and it's like, omg, so many hot dudes!
and chicks. HAHA.
CLICKHERE.
3) i'm officially claiming that i love emo.
so i want to be emo. =)

uhm-hmmm.
that's all.
took some photos when mother was out cause i was seriously seriously bored.
I KNOW! i should be studying; but whatever. =))

till later,
. ping

PREGGIE! EW!

2006-10-11T01:29:00.000-07:00

omg, she's preggie.
WHO'D DID IT?
WHO JUMPED HER????????

the fact that she's preggie gives all girls hope that no matter how ugly one is, you WILL get married. and you WILL get preggie.

EW!
i think her husband was too lazy to change the faulty lighting, that's why she got jumped.

=X bleh.

till later,
. ping

2006-10-11T01:22:00.000-07:00

Evanenscence - Call Me When You're Sober

lubber lubber this song!
<3

2006-10-11T01:19:00.000-07:00

Panic At The Disco- But Its Better If You Do

BRENDON!!!!
he's MY darling. =)))

don't have to read this.

2006-10-10T02:26:00.000-07:00

argh!
i know, i know.
i'm blogging too much again.
but i just need to like, vent my fustrations out here.

i've just read something, something that made me feel really guilty.
but at the same time, i'm furious at that person who made me feel this way.
WHY?
is it my fault again? is it my fault that i'm such a hypocrite who blows hot and cold whenever i feel like it?
my goodness, what the hell do you expect me to do?
pray to god?
ask for directions? ask for advices? ask for forgiveness?

so what?
so what if all this is happening?
yet it is not just me darling, it's almost everybody.

played pranks on you.
YEAH, the hell we did.
but hello, did you remember the time when you and others played pranks on me?
let me tell you, i didn't like that feeling one bit.
but you claim that karma exist, so i'm just returning you what you gave me.

NO.
i'm not entirely right, and neither are you to blame.
both of us had done things wrongly.
because if i had a choice, i would have treated the whole situation much differently.

yes i know you're sad that we all behaved this way.
and i'm sorry.
i'm here apologizing to you.
so i don't want to ask god for forgiveness when i can ask you instead.

we didn't really know how you felt, what you were thinking.
we are not you. we're not psychic.
but here's one thing i can tell you,
i've been through what you haven't.
and you've not seen the worse of it yet.

what?
am i preaching too much?
am i too naggy?

it's no use blogging it out here, i know.
but i admit, i don't have the guts to tell you.

plus, i'm becoming more of an irritating person by the day.
i know i am. because i feel it.

so once again,
i apologize to you, for making you sad and depressed.
for not being there when you needed someone.
for denying your pain, your ignorance.
and for forgetting how you once treated me with such love.

sorry.

till later,
. ping

SUMO!!

2006-10-10T00:44:00.000-07:00

WA KA KA KA KA!
i'm a HAPPY HAPPY girl!!!
no prizes for guessing why.
=))

sorry but the sumo's post is no longer here.
it was removed cus of some fucked up thingy that happened.
totally idiotic.

but take care mr CELLULITE!

till later,
. ping

panic at the disco lyrics. - lying...i constantly pray...

2006-10-09T01:05:00.000-07:00

oh my gawd, i absoulutely lubber lubber P!ATD.
HAHA.

Anw, i just came back from the english mock exam which i'm proud to say that i got 29/50.
Although it's not that good but i'm happy to at least to have passed.
I actually thought the paper was hard but missyew said it was fairly easy.
SO............
whatever. =)

So there was this qns where they test you on your vocab.
the question was: SIMPLE.......(simple people living in....)
my answer was PRIMATE.

and missyew laughed and laughed.
mrSEAN was trying to supress his laughter but in the end still burst out laughing.
WHAT'S SO FUNNY?
Fine, i was laughing too but the thing is, i laugh at almost EVERYTHING.
I'm like the official tester for jokes. (BAHAHAHA)
and missyew said, "darling, primates is MONKAYS".

uhm-hmm.
i still don't get why it's that funny because i think the answer was quite logical LAH.

i bought a really really nice ( i think) cross rainbow pendant for mrsRAIN.
i forgot to give it to her today!!!
so i'm bringing it tmr. i've set my alarm.
=)))

PANIC! AT THE DISCO LYRICS
"Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off"

Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and
Your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.

When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as you're fingers touch your skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no you know it will always just be, me

Let's get these teen hearts beating.
Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)

Oh now I do recall, we just were getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?

Let's get these teen hearts beating.
Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat

Let's get these teen hearts beating.
Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating.
Faster

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no you know it will always just be, me

Let's get these teen hearts beating.
Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating.
Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating.
Faster

I Constantly Thank God For Esteban Lyrics
Give us this day our daily dose of faux affliction
Forgive our sins
Forged at the pulpit with forked tongues selling faux sermons.
Because I am a new wave gospel sharp, and you'll be thy witness
So gentlemen, if you are going to preach then for God sakes
preach with conviction!

Strike up the band!
Whoa-oh, the conductor is beckoning
Come congregation, and let's sing it like you mean it
No. Don't you get it, don't you get it?
Now don't you move.

Strike up the band!
Whoa-oh, the conductor is beckoning
Come congregation, and let's sing it like you mean it
No. Don't you get it, don't you get it?

Now don't you move.
Just stay where I can see you. Douse the lights!
We sure are in for a show tonight

In this little number we are graced by two displays of character,
We've got: the gunslinger extraordinaire walking contradictions
And I for one can see no blood from the hearts and the wrists you allegedly slit
And I for one wont stand for this if this scene were a parish you'd all be condemned.

Strike up the band!
Whoa-oh, the conductor is beckoning
Come congregation, and let's sing it like you mean it
No. Don't you get it, don't you get it? Now don't you move.
Strike up the band!
Whoa-oh, the conductor is beckoning
Come congregation, and let's sing it like you mean it
No. Don't you get it, don't you get it?
Now don't you, don't you move.
Just stay where I can see you
Douse the lights!
We sure are in for a show tonight

Just stay where I can see you
Douse the lights!
We sure are in for a show tonight

Stay where I can see you
Douse the lights!

Strike up the band!
Whoa-oh, the conductor is beckoning
Come congregation, and let's sing it like you mean it
No. Don't you get it, don't you get it?
Now don't you move.

Strike up the band!
Whoa-oh, the conductor is beckoning
Come congregation, and let's sing it like you mean it
No. Don't you get it, don't you get it?
Now don't you move.
Don't you move
Don't you move
Strike up the band!

vivo city, MHM-MMM!

2006-10-07T07:54:00.000-07:00

hmm... i've just realised i'm blogging a lot these days.
and since i'm critisizing others who are blogging too much, i should cut down on blogging myself too.

okay, so i shall just lump everything i want to say in this stupid entry.

FIRSTLY:
i've just realised too that people should stop writing in long paragraphs.
cause it's really a chore for people for to read, esp if the reader is not really interested in the blogger's life whatsoever.
for example:

" i am cute, i am sexy, i am funny, i am wild, i am smart, i am attached, i am sweet, i am punk, i am ...i am cute, i am sexy, i am funny, i am wild, i am smart, i am attached, i am sweet, i am cute, i am sexy, i am funny, i am wild, i am smart, i am attached, i am sweet, i am punk, i am ...t, i am punk, i am ..."

compare this with,

"i am cute,
i am sexy,
i am funny,
i am wild,
i am punk."

which is easier to read?
DUHS!
obviously the latter.

SO, people should start writing SHORTER paragraphs.
it's not a story, so stop writing LONG.
thankyou. =)

SECOND:
i just came back from VivoCity.
it's real big, with so many escalators leading to different places.
BUT, a lot of boutiques such as Tommy Hillfiger, Gap wasn't open yet.
even the foodcourt and restaurants wasn't open.
so my parents had to go to cold storage to buy snacks.
and i went to Nicci the shopping city or something like that, and there were some really nice clothes.

I bought the striped one, which was only 23 bucks.
CHEAP.

THIRDLY:
the fog is really getting on my nerves.
fuck the people who started the deforestation.
i guess they were just too fucked-up to realize that what they were doing at that time were going to make TONS of people to suffer.
whatever.
total idiots.

yeah, i'm done here.
OH, i bought a real nice pendant for mrsRAIN.
hope she likes it.

p.s: saw this 2 video bout P!ATD and Brendon Urie.
1st vid: Brendon Urie blasted at this guy, "Shut the fuck up man!"
2nd vid: The interviewer said somthing bout being gay.
SO,
assumption, : brendon is rude and vulgar.( but he's still hot)
and there's the possibility that he's GAY. (i'm on my toes)

till then,
. ping

2006-10-06T20:03:00.000-07:00

I Write Sins Not Tragedies

P!ATD, total bomb!

PANIC! AT THE DISCO. MMM!

2006-10-06T02:36:00.000-07:00

i love them.
love their songs.
love their style.
love their face.
love their body.
I LOVE PANIC! AT THE DISCO.

they rule.
especially brendon.
*faints*
he's a total candy.

BRENDON BOYD URIE
APRIL 12 1987 (which means he's only 19!!!!!!!!)
LAS VEGAS, NEVADA

The youngest of five children, Urie was raised as a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. He attended Palo Verde High School, located in the unincorporated community of Summerlin, Las Vegas, Nevada. He joined Panic! during his senior year of high school.

It was at Palo Verde High School in his guitar class that Urie met Brent Wilson. Wilson had asked Urie to try out as guitarist for Panic! as they were looking for a replacement at the time.

Originally, Urie was not the band's lead singer. Rather, the position had belonged to current guitarist and lyricist, Ryan Ross. However, when the band heard him sing backup during a rehearsal, they were impressed with his vocal abilities and unanimously decided to make him the singer.
Urie was putting a lot of time into band during his senior year of high school. This lead to him almost not graduating.

After graduation, Urie's parents strongly encouraged him to attend college, but against their wishes he chose to pursue his interests in music and helped get Panic! at the Disco off the ground.

Urie was later asked to leave his home by his disapproving parents upon deciding to pursue Panic! At The Disco, and was forced to rent a one room apartment with only his job at a local Smoothie Hut to support him, as well as help pay for the rent of the band's practice space.

After his father saw him at their first major show in Las Vegas, NV, Urie's parents started supporting their son.
In later months, upon seeing his success, they are now very supportive of him and his career.

Becoming Individual
In addition to Panic! At the Disco's quick rise to fame, Urie has branched out quickly himself. He was named one of Spin.com's Hottest Stars Under 25 during week of June 16, 2006.

FROM LEFT TO RIGHT
Ryan Ross, Brendon Urie (oooh), Jon Walker, Spencer Smith.

Their songs rock, particularly 'I write Sins, Not tragedies'.

uhm-uhm. *nods head*
Brendon's the extreme left.
and he's the hottest.
EXTREME DUHS!

and YES, I LOVE THIS THE MOST.
because Brendan's SOOOOOOOOO CUTE. !!
=)))

i'm done.
HAHA.

please, please, please go check out their songs and videos okey???
'I write Sins, not Tragedies' is on my jukebox, on the right, under my wishlist.
Just click the 'PLAY' button, let it preload and the song will start!

DO LISTEN!!!!
OMG, they're are the bomb of my total era.
=))))
<3ssss.

I <3 BRENDON BOYD URIE.!
and the other members of P!ATD too....
*grins sheepishly*

p.s: Evanescence's 'Call me when you're sober" is real awesome.

till then,
. ping

mrs RAIN's belated birthday.

2006-10-05T23:11:00.000-07:00

NOTICE!!!!

mrsRAIN's birthday's coming!
8 october
remember to wish her B'DAY!

and we had a small little belated birthday during recess cause her real birthday's on a Sunday, and also because we feel she might go out with her other friends.
HAHA.
so we bought a cake **chocolate~ yum.
and kitty was in charge of bringing her to the toilet.
me and ji were putting the candles in place - hurriedly.
and mr JIAHAO helped us keep a lookout.
then mrsRAIN almost came in, so ji went to stop her and i was left to fix up the cake.
whee, i had a lighter!
no i don't smoke idiots.
and guess what mrJIAHAO told her to stop her from coming in the class.
"lamaq is changing clothes! cannot go in!"

uhm-hmmm.
so lame.
HAHA.

ANW, then i brought the cake out and placed it on the ledge.

they called mrsRAIN over, and i acted all serious.
i asked her to come over and told her that i wanted to tell her something.
"fishy.." she said.
so i led her and showed her the cake!
and all of us sang the BIRTHDAY SONG!!!
it was uber weber fun!

so then, we took photos.

and that's it.
haha, she said she was really surprised.

girl, that's the whole point!!!
haha.
OH, and i LUBBER Panic! At the disco!
SO CUTE!!!

some random photos from the day when we all went crazy in the toilet.

haha, i'm off.
to find a nicer blogskin.

BYEPEOPLE!!!

till then,
. ping

best day of the week _

2006-10-05T01:50:00.000-07:00

i love today.
it's the best day of the whole fucking week which has been really bad.
it's bad cause there was school.
and the reason is pretty obvious.
i don't have to say it out, everybody knows why anyway.

downloaded LOADS of songs, and all of them are super nice!
my current favorite definitely have to be Summertime Guys.

so i still can't think of anything interesting to blog about.
and i'm stressed out.
TOTALLY.
but missBEAUTIFUL was very motivating today.
well, her TALK was.
and although i'm not sure if i am able to carry out the things she said, i was pretty convinced there's a sure way to success if i tried.

now my goal:
get really good 'O' results.
find out where i really want to go. JC or Poly.

and, people are so sure that i WILL go to JC.
it's not a matter of maybe, it's WILL/CONFIRM.
i'm fickle lah.
i can't decide on either one.
SO i'm stressed.
=(

but there's still time........so i shall think.
besides, my ambitions are all really weird.
EG:
; fashion designer.
; makeup artist.
; journalist.
; magazine editor.
; dance instructor.
; lawyer.
; singer.
really crazy huh?
i know.
=))

told you i am fickle.
VERY fickle.

just so everybody who reads my blog knows:
i'm cutting down on critisizing ugly people.
so please stop me if you hear me kaobeh-ing.

OHYAH!
there was this fuckedup car who nearly knocked me, ji and kitty down.
we were crossing the road, and it was the GREEN MAN lah.
the car *with the fuckingbitch* just drove, cut into our path and nearly rammed into us.
all 3 of us were like, "FUCK YOU LAH! DRIVE! SIAO CHEEBYE!"
okey, maybe those weren't our exact words.
my point was, we were very shocked.
and we are vulgar,
so obviously the first words which came out of our mouth would be fuck.
and i was like "middle finger, middle finger."
ji say i was stupid cause the bitch wouldn't hear me anyway.
but i think she definitely saw the middle fingie.
i would have loved it if she stopped the car and came over to thrash things out.
HAHA.

but, it's REAL LIFE.
i should stop dreaming.

bye people,
nickleback's really nice!

till then,
. ping

just a day. 4octo6

2006-10-04T01:35:00.000-07:00

recent posts has been quite boring, and i don't think it's gonna be any better.
blame it on my moodswings.

ohno, maybe i'm just trying to be EMO.
sivalaugh: "LOL"

anw, i have this new joke.
listen up.

guess the word just by the first letter of each word.
EG: LOL - laugh out loud.

so here is the quiz.

SSH?
S~N
H~N
AIC~
AIB~
LLLLLLLLLLLL~

so?
HAHA, able to guess it?

nehnehnipoopoo, i'm not telling the answer cause it won't be funny if i just blog it out.
find me, and i'll tell ya. IF I'M IN A GOOD MOOD. =)))

just came back frm CS.
cus mr JM wanted to cut his hair - at storm.
hm, and there was this pretty cute guy. QUITE cute.
and i bought a pair of earrings and a crown pin.

ji is one fussy chicken.
haha, her clip is so hard to choose.
but in the end, she chose a PINK clip.
PINK!!!

whatever.
sivalaugh: "LOL"

i'm just being dumb.
some nice songs to check out:

1) GooGoo Dolls - Sympathy, Eyes wide open and Here it gone.
2) Christina Aguilera - Ain't no other men and Candyman.

BYE, sexay, gorgeous, happening, dudes, babes, FREAKS.
:)

till then,
. ping

reasons why i'm not talking to u face to face girl.

2006-10-03T02:19:00.000-07:00

oh bugger!
someone's calling us a pussy!
wow, i guess she isn't that dim-witted after all is she?

well seriously, i wouldn't call myself a HERO. (or heroine in this case)
because i don't think i am.
and i don't need that sort of title to spice up my life.
i'm not a computer geek either, which means i don't hide behind my computer doing things that i don't get to do in REAL life.
unlike some people, who blogs like it's nobody's business.

don't get me wrong people, i wouldn't say all this just because i'm a fucking bitch who's got nothing better to do than to hurt someone else's feelings.
neither am i a humchi pussy who hides behind the computer and attack people's minds.
i would not have done this if the other party had not antagonized me.
i'm really not a fucking bitch. well, maybe i'm a little one.
it's just that i feel i need to do something which i should have done, when that incident happened.
and i've done it.

oh ho ho, i 'm not praising myself either.
i'm not saying, girl, u're not in the wrong. u were right to do that.
i'm NOT.
so in case somebody wants to bitch abt me, saying that i think like a bitch(well, i'm not denying), please reconsider the words that you are going to say.

and i'm not a pussy just cause i don't want to come up to you and tell you what is exactly wrong with you.
because,
i. just. simply. Do. Not. Care.
you're are not my friend, i don't see the need to tell you where your mistakes are so that you can change 'em.
my whole plan is to make you realize you are not as popular as you think you are.
and to make you realize that your actions are disgusting.
it DISGUSTS people.
so what if i come up to you and tell you that you stink?
will that solve the issue?
will my anger subside just because, oh wow, i've told you how i feel abt you and i'm no longer a pussy?
please, even if i did tell you, what good will it do.
you'll scream back at me, telling me that's your business how you talk and blahblah.
and what will we do?
maybe we'll even get into a fight.

i don't start a fight. i don't like to.
i'm not a freaking ahlian who dislikes everything she sees.
i don't want to tio everybody's business.
anyway, heard lots of people want to tio you.
maybe you just don't know what to say when people critisizes you, that's why you wrote for the whole world to see that you don't mind us coming to you and bullshit abt u face to face.

we did not even scold a single fucking vulgarity at you, and you get so uptight.
what, it's the first time you've recieved something like that?
NO WONDER.

seriously, i don't know what to say to you.
whatever i say, you're bound to have something to shoot me back with.
i'm not arguing with you, i'm merely telling people why we're doing this.
no, why I'M doing this.
you can continue being depressed if you like, you can continue calling us pussy and wimps.
but if we do come up to you one day, please don't think we're a bunch of bitches and we are bullying you.
Who the hell started it?
Not me, not her, not us.
And you wanted it, you wanted us to come talk to you face to face.
but i'm not doing it now.
i don't want to follow your orders.
So what if you want us to talk to you?

____________________________________________****

Basic Instincts 2 was cool.
Gripping, and thrilling although it's not really RA lah.
Yes, it's rated RA, but there was NOTHING!
Even ji said so.
But watch it with no horny mind(s) okay?

HAHA.

i'm off, need to chill down a little.
and reflect.
on what i should really do.

i've matured, and it's time i start THINKING with my own brain.

p.s: daddy and mummy are quarelling again.
and they're thinking of divorcing.
WOW, i'm terrified.

till then,
. ping

goong:YUL

2006-09-29T02:08:00.000-07:00

GOONG IS FANTABULOUS!!!

omg, omg, i'm on the verge of insanity!!
the show is simply the best of all korean dramas!

i just finished watching it on youtube sometime ago.
AND I AM STILL SUFFERING FROM POST-GOONG SYNDROME.

Fine, i admit, partly why i loved it so much is because of...... YUL!!!!
YUL IS MY HOTTIE FOREVER!!!
omg, he's like the hottest hottest hottest ever.
His eyes, his lips, his smile!!!!
You know, his smile is lopsided and it's so charming!
Although Shin is quite gd-looking too, but YUL, he's the ultimate hottie.
And he is not the bad guy in the story lah, he's quite sacrificing.

I so loved him when he professed his love for CY.
SO UBER WEUBER EUBER SWEET!
I really wanted him and Cy to be together though, cause he's HOT.

okay, i'm sorry if i keep repeating that he's hot.
cause i think i'm in love with YUL.
HAHA. LAUGH!!!

Anw, he's so sacrificing.
He's always there when CY is down, and he never once tried to force his love on CY.
And everytime he tell Shin he's gonna snatch CY away, my heart does a backflip.
AWWWWW~
HOW ROMANTIC IS HE??????

i do wish every guy on earth is like him.
*grins*

I'm being very bias, so ahem, SHIN's nice too.
Just that i don't like his type lah.
Quiet and Boring.
bleh.

Also, i heard there's gonna be Goong2.
YIPPPEEE!
But the four characters are not gonna be in it.

MY YUL!!!!!!
I won't be able to see him again!!!!
BOOOOOO!!!

*sniffs*
so remember to watch Goong when it premieres 9 October 'o6 on Channel U, 7pm.

If you don't, i'll kill you.

HAHA, i'm just kidding!
But you guys better don't fall in love with YUL and snatch from me.!
=)

till then,
. ping

photos of YUL!
omg, i'm gonna marry him.
I'VE MADE UP MY MIND!!!

muahahha, he's so HOT!

nice shots.

2006-09-25T21:49:00.000-07:00

i'm rather regretting writing the entry yst.
but NOPE, i'm never taking it down.
you'll have to kill me first if u want it down.

i love blackand white photos.
no idea why.
gtg studying, bbye people!

till then,
. ping

fucked.

2006-09-25T00:32:00.000-07:00

NOTE to readers: Please do not continue if you cannot take vulgarities and precise description of a retarded wabbit to heart.
This is rated M18. Please don't enter without your parent's permission.
=))

officially i proclaim:

miss P sucks, and she can go kiss aravind's ass.

well, i've never really believed that she was that horrible when my friends told me.
now i DO.
not only is she horrible, she has a big fat ass, which is as black as her face, WHICH IS as black (so black) as her hair, WHICH is like hay. (you know, those things that horses like to eat.)

I don't know how she live with being so goddamn fugly, i actually FEEL for her dude.

and that wabbit tooth of hers, OMG, i don't know what to do other than 'sympathize' with her.

she talks like a wabbit that just suffered from a stroke.
and she doesn't talk softly, she talks like she owns the world.
Which she doesn't. If she did, she would already be like ahbian. (taiwanPRESIDENT)

but i have to give her credit for being able to say the word, 'bitch' for such a long time.
i guess for about, 10secs?

She is incredibly sensitive.
Why miss P, we can't look at you?
We can't look at your fugly, pimply, fat, oily, offset eyes, wabbit teeth, humongous nostrils, black and curly nostril hairs, slobberly lips (if you can even call them lips), dumbo ears, face?
We can't look cause we 'accidentally' happened to be swinging our head?

Oh, wow.
miss P, congratulations on progressing to the level of a ahlian.
i'm sure you must be so happy to be an ahlian, considering the state you were in the last time.
a goddamn, fuckedup big time, ACTdepressed, sliced wrists because 'oh, i want some attention', WHORE.

isn't it nice? *grins*
do you want a certificate? I'm sure i can find a way to help print it out for you.
FREE OF CHARGE.
well, a whore doesn't charge money does she?

anw, i had comments complimenting your 'melodious' voice,
for saying, "see what see, BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTCCCCH..."
it sounded so nice, just like my fingernails scratching against the wall.
and compliments on looking at us with such fiery passion.
i'm sure you scared the HELL outta us.

oh, but i still think you slicing your wrists is quite a more feasible way of scaring people.
Or acting depressed if you like.
If people said they don't get why you cut your wrists, you can hang a board over your neck reading, 'give me love, show me you care, i need attention."

i would definitely go over and sing you your trademark wabbit 'biiiiiiiittttchhh' song.
then it would be so heartwarming.
and i would treat you to a plate of wabbit dung.
or a waxing parlour to get rid of your long and curly wabbit nostril hair.

i really feel the need to dedicate this whole entry to you, miss wabbit P.
pardon me if i don't spell your name out here, your wabbit highness.
i'm just being polite and humble.

well, and i'm so guilty.
i made a HUGE mistake.
i should have turned to you and give you a sweet smile when you sang that 'biiiiiiiiitttttchhhh' song.
i'm sure that would have pleased you.

oh, and i'm sure you're not a retard with brainless friends who only knows how to whisper into your ears.

please say "i do."
and now, you may kiss aravind's butt.
may the two of you live happily forever.
and may your kids turn out retarded, brainless, and totally demented.

great.
now my job is done.
wish you, miss P, best of luck in whatever you do.

you'll need it.

designs

2006-09-23T22:49:00.000-07:00

snow's patrol's CHASINGCARS is really nice.
i know i'm a little too slow to be listening to it only now, but better now than never!

some pictures, and i'm off.
going to PP, no shopping, i'm so DEAD broke.
=(

some people just have really nice butts.

well, please tell me if the designs are nice or not okey?
i'm really insecure.

till later,
. ping

new word of the day! brilliant!

2006-09-23T04:51:00.000-07:00

and once again, my darling father has a new word to add to my dictionary.

GAHMEN.

any clever souls out there know what this words is?
well, let me spill the beans.

it's GOVERNMENT.

Yes, laugh out loud people.
If you don't, you're probably autistic.

Anw, been chatting on IMVU to quite a lot of people, mostly caucasians.
There are SO CUTE.
The way they talk, it makes them look like a total gorgie. (gorgeoushunk)
I'm not kidding!
If only i lived in the States.....

well, new look. chk it out.

i need a really really cool blogskin, but i just can't find it.
Maybe i should pay someone to help me do one, that is exactly what i want.
MAYBE.

some random pics.

missed out this one when i posted 'the covenant' entry.

ooh, lubber this pic.

that's brainybones and me.
he's such a wanker.

LOL. missAHJI and me.

nothing much to say, i'm off to search for blogskins again.
damn.

well bye people!
p.s: he's with her. gosh, KILL ME.

till then,
. ping

kitty's hse

2006-09-22T01:31:00.000-07:00

slacking at kitty's hse, and soon i'll be off anw.
Ate her meepok and milo-iceblended. It's actually edible!
I'm still living and feeling fresh.

Anw, watched The BreakUp a few minutes ago.
It's kinda boring, and the ending sucked.
Cause me being a hopeless romantic and all, i can't stand people quarelling and not patching up aft that.
ARGH! NOT GOOD NOT GOOD!!!

today missJI didn't come again, and she didn't tell me LAH. (*hint)
but it was fun standing at the parade ground singing NA with only little worms(chongchong)around.
cause nobody will be singing, and it's so cool!
you'll get to see everybody's faces, and they will be like, "oh god, KILL ME."
HAHA.

kitty got new bloggay, it's a sexay sexay bloggay.
and she recently downloaded the IMVU thingy too!
YAY, now both ji and kitty also have it.!

reminder to myself: 1) story of the girl - 3doorsdown

and now she's getting ready to go out, curling her hair lah.
It looks OKEY, it doesn't look too bad.
=)))

i'm off!
bbye people!
lubber lubber today. cause tmr's saturday!!!

till later,
. ping

prelimsss.

2006-09-21T00:27:00.000-07:00

i'm not entirely pleased with my results, but at least there is some improvement lah.
L1R4- 19
L1R5- 24

so compared to my L1R5 of 37 during mid-year, i am glad to say that i have hope aft all!
WHEE~

pop the champagne sexay!!!

i'm off, setting up bloggay for kittykitty.
HAHAHA, oh and she intro me new food, sexaysexay food!

bbye people.
p.s: alan is a bigtime ass, he shocked me with his 'news'. wth, scared the shit out of me!

till then,
. ping

the covenant

2006-09-17T02:50:00.000-07:00

i am SO turned on right now.
reason?
chk out the photos below.

my gawd, can u even blame me??
HAHA.
it's this new movie called 'the covenant."
premieres NOV2 in singapore.
I CAN'T WAIT LAH!.
they are so delicious.

and of course everybody recognizes warren peace from SKYHIGH.
which i already think he's hot.
and guess what?

here he is again!!!!
starring as Caleb Danvers.
They look so different, but so hot as well.
His name is Steven Strait. OMGOMGOMG!!!

yah, and i'll be uploading some soundtracks from the movie.
if ya see it at the top left hand corner, press the play button.
METAL, but it's so cool!!!

okie, just wanna tell u guys i am so EXCITED and turned-on!!!
ARRRRRRHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

bbye people!

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angry.

2006-09-16T05:47:00.000-07:00

i really don't know what my mother wants.
or maybe i'm just too fucked up to know what she wants from me.

and some ppl is seriously irritating, like warts.
please fuck off before i say it to your face.

i didn't get to go to the acapella concert cause of my mother. (who else.)

hate everything in my life.
i'm so much better off alone.

till later,
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LOVE.not

2006-09-15T19:58:00.000-07:00

i'm back from that STUPID place.
but yah, at least it's done!

haha, i've got nothing to do so i thought of making a list of my favorite songs!

TOP RATED SONGS from her playlist.

1) Deja Vu - Beyonce & JayZ.
the song's really cute and upbeat, though the beginning sounded so sexual.

2) ManEater - Nelly Furtado.
hidayah also said it's nice, so IT'S REALLY NICE.
i like the style.

3) Riding Dirty - Charmillion & Krayzie Bone.
rated by kitty, a very reggae feel.

4) Where'd you go? - Fort minor.
Nicest song i've ever heard from FM.

5) The Fast and Furious Soundtrack -
rated by ji.
it's a lil weird, but you'll grow to love it.

6) Down - JJ.
the song which daya don't know who sang it.
YEAH! but it's REAL NICE.

7) Promiscuous Girl - Nelly Furtado.
Very interesting at the beginning but kinda gets bored at the end.

8) Break it Off - Rihanna ft Sean Paul.
I love rihanan and sean paul.
they both make songs sound TERRIBLY AMAZING.

9) Goodies, then 1,2, step. - Ciara.
Dont' see the video because you'll lose faith in the song.
But the song's great on its own!

the best of the best:
10) Unfaithful - Rihanna.
I love this song, you can feel the sadness coming from the lyrics.
Not that i can relate to it or what lah, but i'm kinda emotional .
HAHA.

OHOH, and another nice song is BABY BOY - Beyonce and Seanpaul.
Very cute. Esp the part, "the music is the sun, the dancefloor becomes the sea."

Yah, i'm done.
hairything sending me TONS OF SONG. haha.
Okay, not TONS lah. but a certain amt lor.

p.s: maybe i'm going to VCH tonight.
But duno whether my mother let anot.
I PRAY SHE LET.

BBYE PEOPLE!

till later,
. ping

2006-09-15T08:30:00.000-07:00

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shopping spree!!!

2006-09-15T07:44:00.000-07:00

My feet is so tired!
But i still feel so excited!!!
Hell! Of course i do!
Imagine spending over $80 dollars in a day!
And just on clothes and accesories.
I MUST BE INSANE TO HAVE BOUGHT SO MUCH. ^^

i really think pictures speak a thousand words, so i'm gonna post lots of them up.
but some elaboration must be said:

morning, JI bought nasilemak for me.
then make-up, all dressed, proceeded to kitty's hse.
fake eyelashes up (^^!!!), foundation, and then videos and photos.
went off at 1 plus to bugis village. TALK AND TALK.
searched high and low for nice clothes.
and i was the first to buy something!
CHEAP and NICE! omg, it is so cheap.
Compared to others OUTSIDE of bugis village, the price there are unimaginable.
Then met this china woman, who is SO BLOODY persistant although kitty already said she didn't want the dress.
Being the polite me, i continued to answer the lady while JI made weird eye signals at me. (she got cramp ar.)
So left that shop, bought many more things.
JI bought fake eyelashes, and we went to EDGE's toilet to bu zhuang.
TOOK neoprints. (SO NICE!!!)
then kitty went chinatown to meet amy, ji went potong pasir to meet JJ and i went.....home.

enough of today. I HAD FUN, and that's all.
hahha, besides, my heart feels so painful when i think of the $80 all gone.

so, anw,
i was waiting for my father to fetch me up at the TM swensons there.
Then there was this lady who walked past me and suddenly sat beside me.
Then i look at her face. And i was able to make a comment to myself on her looks. (ugly, yes. duhs.)
but i stopped myself.
I started thinking, "is it right for me to keep critisizing people when i don't look like a hollywood star myself?"
I felt bad, you know, cause maybe the lady didn't want to look this way?
I mean, she can't choose the way she look right? And if she's ugly, what about those that are handicapped.
Doesn't that makes them Fugly? I don't feel that they're ugly! Cause it's always, "because they are handicapped. We must pity them."
I feel so lousy, as a human being.
Thinking back on how i used to critisize every single ugly person in sight, imitating them, regardless of whether they can see what i was doing, i really think i suck.

Reasons being a lot lah, on why i shouldn't critisize people like them.
1) i'm not very pretty too.
2) i'm not a very nice person either.
3) they deserve to be respected.
4) it's not up to them to change the way they look.
5) for all u know, they may have a kind soul inside of them. (jus like kitty's friend! =))
6) my critisism will hurt them, and lower their self-esteem. (just like how i was treated.)
7) they might be handicapped, or might have become this way because of someone. (noble.!)
8) they are humans like us too.
9) one more friend is better than one more enemy.
10) and BECAUSE, i wouldn't want to treat people the way i'm being treated by others.

but, really i feel that i'm really kinda sick and tired of always bitching bout others, and always pointing here and there, saying, "oi, that one so slutty ar.", "oi, that one so BITCH sia."
It's not anybody's fault, but i feel bad aft i said it.

So now i wish i can change, bitch less about people.
Give more thought to people's feelings.
BUT there's still some people who doesn't deserve more sympathy and understanding.
So i'll never stop bitching bout them.
But i'll try. For the others.

HAHA.
And anyway, i saw a person who looked like a ~~transexual~~ someone with more males hormones than female 'uns.

gotta go.
so much things to do.
And i've to wake up EARLY TMR!
idiot. hate things like that.
Luckily my mother's bringing me out for movie tmr.! yay!

p.s: i saw a totally CUTEEEEE guy on bus today!
omg, he's like the ultimate cutie lah!! even ji admits it!
i wonder if he's attached... hmm.

p.s.s: kitty and ji says i look like paul.
i'm happy, cause i think paul's cute and i'm honoured to look like him.
i'm sad, cause ji and kitty thinks he's ugly.
i'm confused, cause i'm not sure if i should be happy or sad. =(

BBYE PEOPLE!
photos posted nxt post!

till then,
. ping

WHAT A DAY.

2006-09-14T05:25:00.000-07:00

last time i edited tons of photos.

but now this time, i edited millions of photos!
omg, i spent the whole day yst and today editing and editing.
and still, there's still more to be edited.
but i'm taking a rest cause even my com's getting corrupted.
HAHA.

well, once i get all the photos up to photobucket, i'll be able to post them as part of my template.
and then u guys won't have to scroll up and down to find the post.

aft school, we were ELATED.
HAHAHAH.
we felt so sad for the AMATHS people, who had to stay late while we POA students left at 11am!
SO aft that, me and ji went for a haircut, then i helped her with make-up followed by LUNCH at LJS.
And i was going crazy and acting absolutely mental, telling stories along the way.
"sweltering heat....orange glow..." and some lame stuff.
and then when we went off, some lorry drove past us into a gate and suddenly a big gale of wind swept us up!
OMG.
It was like the gates of mordor, the gates creaking open slowly and there's the sound of footsteps thundering beyond them.
I could feel the fear.

BUT OF COURSE IT WASN'T LIKE THAT LAH.
i just have a very imaginative mind.
HAHA.

so, aft that, she went to my hse.
Lots of cam-whoring.
Photos, i will not put up first. I'll just put up the edited ones cause they're nicer.
And ji's self-shots, i already edited until like SO NICE LAH!

Tell you guys something funny,
Ji suddenly came running to me today, and said to me in this really solemn tone.
"eh, i pressed the neighbourhood police button in your mum's bedroom leh."
Then i was like, "HUH?"
and she said," there, the two buttons."

so i went in to the room and guess what.
The 'so-called' police buttons were actually the lights buttons, but pasted with a police sticker.

FUNNNNYYYY!!!!
omg, she's so dumb.
HAHAHAHAH
okay, i'm just kidding. cause birds of the same feather flock together.
and i AM SMART.
=))))

had fun today lah.
But tmr's gonna be BETTER!
if i am unable to get my mum's approval LAH.
But i think it should be okay, i HOPE. I PRAY.

p.s: i have a paul imitation video. come find me if u wanna see it.

haha, going to find new blogskin.
BBYE PEOPLE!

till later,
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this photo's so real.
but i look ugly.
but i'm okay with it!

baby if i could stay here
if i could lie here with you
right in your arms, close to your heart
our breathing pulsing to the same rhythm
we will not be forgotten
our love shall not be a curse
let the people hear, heed our prayers
so that our life would be fulfilled.

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2006-09-12T03:20:00.000-07:00

edited tons of photos.

hey JI! i know how to create background already!
YAY!!! Send me ur photos so i can edit them!

oh, for ppl who want to edit their photos can give to me too!
hhah, no fees charged. free trial will do too.

putting up my photos nxt time when i've got time.
if i manage to find out how to post it up to my blogskin.
HAHA.

bbye people!

p.s: you suck big time. and u made me an over sensitive freak.

till later,
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2006-09-10T20:02:00.000-07:00

hahah, got this from hidayah's site.
check it out yourself!
www.myheritage.com

i'm just lame

2006-09-10T19:40:00.000-07:00

utterly heartbroken from the bottom of my goddamn cracked heart.
he's one hell of a asshole lah.

anyway, new book!
it's Such A Perfect Sister by Donna Hay.
It's cute, rather like In Her Shoes.
But this is nicer!
So read it, or if u want, come geddit from me!
HAHA.

p.s: chemistry sucked big time.
i'm failing it!

till then,
. ping

heartbroken

2006-09-09T07:10:00.000-07:00

first it was only my dad.
during one night, a car with a red plate drove past us and my dad went,
"eh! duck-cular car!"

*hand on forehead*
i'm absolutely horrified to know that my father DO NOT know the pronounciation for dracula.

then he passed on the disease to my mum.
my dad was driving us to hougang to have our dinner and we passed by a mosque.
and what did my mother do?
she said,
"eh girl! the moose very pretty hor?"

*hand thumping forehead*
this time, i really don't know what to say.

maybe i should start a session like some others, to introduce to people each week a new word.
then i can earn money!!!! $$$$
hahahah.
and i'm gonna rule the earth!!!!!
YAY!

applause!

Yes, i know, i'm just being lame cause if i don't, i will start crying.
bloody fool. i don't know what i should do really.
never mind. Os coming and i'd better concentrate on it rather than on stuff that.... is worthless.

walked past a shop which sells earrings, 3 for 1o bucks.
SHIOK!
so i bought three.
NICE? i like the one on the extreme right.
the extreme left kinda looks elvish so i bought it, and the middle is plain lah.
i bought it cus i didn't have this sort.
=))

off to sleep.
BAAAAH. SNORE.
BBYE people!

till then,
. ping

2006-09-08T20:36:00.001-07:00

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mr SEAN send me this, CUTE ARH?
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nothing to do.

2006-09-08T20:30:00.000-07:00

I'm simply filled with super duper lurrrrrrvvvvvveeeeee babey!!!

not that you guys would know what i am talking about anyway.
HAHA.
too bad.

and i'm trying to win the tickets to the SI grand finals so i can see paul!

dmn choir practicing. <33

and then, everybody started studying.
and i was the only dumdum there with nothing so i borroweda pen from wanker (sorry for using so much ink) and begin doodling lah.
eh, all these were drawn using ONE pen only okay?

my sketch of erm, snowwhite PLUS ladybug.

i love paulie. HAHA.

and isn't he so GORGEOUS???
although paul's better lah!

i just wanted to blog, so there!
and i'm off to study babey! or not. hhaa

BBYE people.!

till then,
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choiiir prac

2006-09-07T23:34:00.000-07:00

My DNT. BOOOOOOOOOOO!

anway, woke up this morning to go to CHOIR cause they had the teachers day celebration.
yadda yadda.
nothing much but the choir sounded really really good.
maybe it's just because i missed them lah that's why i'm real happy today.
plus some external affairs.

HAHAHA.
i'm so happy i'm practically floating.

anw, nothing much today since most of the things that i want to talk about, i can't blog about it in public.
SO, people who know will know why i'm so stressed out.
PUI.

bloody wanker.
he won me at worms lvl10. and he's a beginner!

okay, i'm a beginner too!
=))

haha.

seeya.
oh, and paul is not a kok-tau, auntie!

till then,
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paul twohill. boo

2006-09-07T06:23:00.000-07:00

I SAID I DON'T GIVE A SHIT.
I LOVE PAUL TWOHILL, AND THAT'S IT.
END OF STORY.

AND I CAN'T BLOODY STOP CRYING.
I CAN'T. I JUST CAN'T SO DON'T ASK ME WHY.

I VOTED, I VOTED SO MANY TIMES.
YET HE WENT OUT.
WHAT THE HELL CAN I DO ABOUT IT?

I DON'T KNOW. I'M FINDING IT HARD TO TYPE CUS MY HAND'S SHAKING.
AND PEOPLE ARE ALL MSN-NING ME STRAIGHT WHEN I WENT ONLINE DUE TO MY NICK.

SOME PPL JUS DON'T GEDDIT, THEY THINK I'M TRYING TO BE COOL AND ACT SAD JUS BECAUSE I CLAIM TO BE A PAULTWOHILL FAN.
WELL, FUCK THEM ALL.
IF THAT'S WHAT THEY THINK, THEN THEIR BRAIN MUST BE AS BIG AS MY BOOBS.

which is quite non-existent

WHATEVER, SERIOUSLY!

OMG, I'M KINDA SPEECH-IMPAIRED NOW CUS ALL I CAN THINK OF IS MR PAULTWOHILL, MR PAULTWOHILL AND MR PAULTWOHILL.

and thanks mum, for chiding me for crying over paultwohill.
thanks for calling me an immature freak.

PAUL TWOHILL.
SUCH A CANDY.
HE'S FOREVER MY SINGAPORE IDOL.
anyway, on the mag that 8days printed, i've already pasted the winner (crown) sticker on paul.

AND I'VE SWEARED. to god.
THAT I'M NOT GOING TO WATCH THIS SEASON'S SI ANYMORE.
maybe except for finals cus PAUL's gonna perform.
I'M SICK OF WATCHING AND I DON'T WANT TO REMINISCE ABOUT HIM.
OR I'LL CRY.

pardon my language in this post. i'm not thinking straight.
FUCK.
i'm still not done crying.
get me tissue people.
and don't laugh if tmr u see me with swollen eyes.
or maybe you won't, cus it's TMR.

oh whatever, i guess i shld jus go to sleep.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
fuckfuckfuckfuck.

PAAAAAAAUUUUUUUULLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!

[summary of today's happenings: i got sexually assulted. that's all.]

p.s: i will love paul twohill forever. till the day that i die.

paul, my winner,
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bloddedddd.

2006-09-03T18:31:00.000-07:00

the back view of my IMVU avatar.

the front view.
CUTE YAH?

rihanna's hot, so is her songs.
check out her SOS song.

dmnchoir camp.

The reason why i didn't write for quite long was that my previous post.... disappeared again.
ARGHHHHH!
*bang head against computer*

I HATE BLOGGER!
I wrote for such a long time, such a long post and then boom, it's gone.
And the contents is not easy to repeat, and i was so pisseddddddddddddddddd.
So i'm only blogging now, cause i'm bored.

I was supposedly to be somewhere already but i'm still at home cause ji is still sleeping.
Main reason is that i don't want to go there so early and besides i can do my work at home.
I'm so clever. HAHA.
So now i'm blogging watching rihanna.

SWEET.

that's the most common term all angmoh guys use.
they ask me, "asl?"
i tell them.
then they go, "SWEET."
or sometimes it's, "KOOL."
or occasionally, "AWESOME."

i go lol.
i followed their style.
They say something, who cares if it's not funny, i say, "sweet, kool, awesome!"

3 in 1. HAHA.
I'm a multitasker at heart.
Anw, i installed the new tracker and guess what?
People all the way from US and California are reading my blog!
HAPPY HAPPY GIRL!!!
me. look at me. i'm the happy girl. *points*

HAHA.

Rmb i told you my novels disappeared when my com broke down. Or i think i did lah.
Don't matter.
=)) so now i'm writing from scratch again.
And i think it's a good idea cause all the idea is better, and the plot is much more interesting.
When it's done, i'll put it up here.
But i don't think i will finish it.
HAHAH.

=p

Certified quality
A dat da girl dem need
and dem not stop cry without apology
Buck dem da right way - dat my policy
Sean Paul alongside - now hear what da man say
Dutty Ya, Dutty Ya, Dutty Ya
Beyonce sing it now ya

BABY BOY YOU STAY ON MY MIND
FULFILL MY FANTASIES
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS
BABY BOY NOT A DAY GOES BY
WITHOUT MY FANTASIES
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS

AAH OH MY BABY'S FLY BABY OH
YES NO HURT ME SO GOOD BABY OH
I'M SO WRAPPED UP IN YOUR LOVE LET ME GO
LET ME BREATHE STAY OUT MY FANTASIES

Ya ready gimme da ting dat ya ready get ya live
And tell me all about da tings that you will fantasize
I know you dig da way me step da way me make my stride
Follow your feelings baby girl b/c they cannot be denied
Come check me in-a night and make we get it amplified
Me have da ting to run da ship cause I'm go slip and I'm go slide
And in the words of love I got ta get it certified
But I give you da toughest longest kinda ride - girl

BABY BOY YOU STAY ON MY MIND
FULFILL MY FANTASIES
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS
BABY BOY NOT A DAY GOES BY
WITHOUT MY FANTASIES
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS

PICTURE US DANCIN REAL CLOSE
IN A DARK DARK CORNER OF A BASEMENT PARTY
EVERY TIME I CLOSE MY EYES IT'S LIKE EVERYONE LEFT BUT YOU AND ME
IN OUR OWN LITTLE WORLD THE MUSIC IS THE SUN
THE DANCE FLOOR BECOMES THE SEA
FEELS LIKE TRUE PARADISE TO ME

BABY BOY YOU STAY ON MY MIND
FULFILL MY FANTASIES
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS
BABY BOY NOT A DAY GOES BY
WITHOUT MY FANTASIES
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS

BABY BOY YOU STAY ON MY MIND
BABY BOY YOU ARE SO DAMN FINE
BABY BOY WON'T YOU BE MINE

Top top - girlMe and you together is a wrap - dat girl
Driving around da town in your drop top - girl
You no stop shock - girl
Little more da Dutty, we'll rock dat world.

real nice the song. HAHA.
Oh yah, i checked out Paris's album and it really make me wanna puke.
Her song titles are all, jealously, turn me on, and some weird title that says people love her.
PORNNY star. gawd, never gonna support her cd.

anw, blogged now it's time to study.
BYE PEOPLE!.

till later,
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i love love love love this one. SO NICE!
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edited. nice????
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if u don't like my face, skip it. don't see. don't gossip and say ooh, she so BHB.
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yes, we look dumb LARH.
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tree of paradise.
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she said, "act cool."
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acting all sweet.
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cut off shot.
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okay, promise you won't laugh.
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mr kianchuan.
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mr lama Q.
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temp blinded.
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zombie feel, lotsa eyeliner and stuff.
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