Tuesday, October 03, 2006
reasons why i'm not talking to u face to face girl.
oh bugger!
someone's calling us a pussy!
wow, i guess she isn't that dim-witted after all is she?
well seriously, i wouldn't call myself a HERO. (or heroine in this case)
because i don't think i am.
and i don't need that sort of title to spice up my life.
i'm not a computer geek either, which means i don't hide behind my computer doing things that i don't get to do in REAL life.
unlike some people, who blogs like it's nobody's business.
don't get me wrong people, i wouldn't say all this just because i'm a fucking bitch who's got nothing better to do than to hurt someone else's feelings.
neither am i a humchi pussy who hides behind the computer and attack people's minds.
i would not have done this if the other party had not antagonized me.
i'm really not a fucking bitch. well, maybe i'm a little one.
it's just that i feel i need to do something which i should have done, when that incident happened.
and i've done it.
oh ho ho, i 'm not praising myself either.
i'm not saying, girl, u're not in the wrong. u were right to do that.
i'm NOT.
so in case somebody wants to bitch abt me, saying that i think like a bitch(well, i'm not denying), please reconsider the words that you are going to say.
and i'm not a pussy just cause i don't want to come up to you and tell you what is exactly wrong with you.
because,
i. just. simply.
Do. Not. Care.you're are not my friend, i don't see the need to tell you where your mistakes are so that you can change 'em.
my whole plan is to make you realize you are not as popular as you think you are.
and to make you realize that your actions are disgusting.
it DISGUSTS people.
so what if i come up to you and tell you that you stink?
will that solve the issue?
will my anger subside just because, oh wow, i've told you how i feel abt you and i'm no longer a pussy?
please, even if i did tell you, what good will it do.
you'll scream back at me, telling me that's your business how you talk and blahblah.
and what will we do?
maybe we'll even get into a fight.
i don't start a fight. i don't like to.
i'm not a freaking ahlian who dislikes everything she sees.
i don't want to tio everybody's business.
anyway, heard lots of people want to tio you.maybe you just don't know what to say when people critisizes you, that's why you wrote for the whole world to see that you don't mind us coming to you and bullshit abt u face to face.
we did not even scold a single fucking vulgarity at you, and you get so uptight.
what, it's the first time you've recieved something like that?
NO WONDER.
seriously, i don't know what to say to you.
whatever i say, you're bound to have something to shoot me back with.
i'm not arguing with you, i'm merely telling people why we're doing this.
no, why I'M doing this.
you can continue being depressed if you like, you can continue calling us pussy and wimps.
but if we do come up to you one day, please don't think we're a bunch of bitches and we are bullying you.
Who the hell started it?
Not me, not her, not us.
And you wanted it, you wanted us to come talk to you face to face.
but i'm not doing it now.
i don't want to follow your orders.
So what if you want us to talk to you?
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Basic Instincts 2 was cool.
Gripping, and thrilling although it's not really RA lah.
Yes, it's rated RA, but there was NOTHING!
Even ji said so.
But watch it with no horny mind(s) okay?
HAHA.
i'm off, need to chill down a little.
and reflect.
on what i should really do.
i've matured, and it's time i start THINKING with my own brain.
p.s: daddy and mummy are quarelling again.
and they're thinking of divorcing.
WOW, i'm terrified.
till then,
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