Friday, September 15, 2006
My feet is so tired!
But i still feel so excited!!!
Hell! Of course i do!
Imagine spending over $80 dollars in a day!
And just on clothes and accesories.
I MUST BE INSANE TO HAVE BOUGHT SO MUCH. ^^
i really think pictures speak a thousand words, so i'm gonna post lots of them up.
but some elaboration must be said:
morning, JI bought nasilemak for me.
then make-up, all dressed, proceeded to kitty's hse.
fake eyelashes up (^^!!!), foundation, and then videos and photos.
went off at 1 plus to bugis village. TALK AND TALK.
searched high and low for nice clothes.
and i was the first to buy something!
CHEAP and NICE! omg, it is so cheap.
Compared to others OUTSIDE of bugis village, the price there are unimaginable.
Then met this china woman, who is SO BLOODY persistant although kitty already said she didn't want the dress.
Being the polite me, i continued to answer the lady while JI made weird eye signals at me. (she got cramp ar.)
So left that shop, bought many more things.
JI bought fake eyelashes, and we went to EDGE's toilet to bu zhuang.
TOOK neoprints. (SO NICE!!!)
then kitty went chinatown to meet amy, ji went potong pasir to meet JJ and i went.....home.
enough of today. I HAD FUN, and that's all.
hahha, besides, my heart feels so painful when i think of the $80 all gone.
so, anw,
i was waiting for my father to fetch me up at the TM swensons there.
Then there was this lady who walked past me and suddenly sat beside me.
Then i look at her face. And i was able to make a comment to myself on her looks. (ugly, yes. duhs.)
but i stopped myself.
I started thinking, "is it right for me to keep critisizing people when i don't look like a hollywood star myself?"
I felt bad, you know, cause maybe the lady didn't want to look this way?
I mean, she can't choose the way she look right? And if she's ugly, what about those that are handicapped.
Doesn't that makes them Fugly? I don't feel that they're ugly! Cause it's always, "because they are handicapped. We must pity them."
I feel so lousy, as a human being.
Thinking back on how i used to critisize every single ugly person in sight, imitating them, regardless of whether they can see what i was doing, i really think i suck.
Reasons being a lot lah, on why i shouldn't critisize people like them.
1) i'm not very pretty too.
2) i'm not a very nice person either.
3) they deserve to be respected.
4) it's not up to them to change the way they look.
5) for all u know, they may have a kind soul inside of them. (jus like kitty's friend! =))
6) my critisism will hurt them, and lower their self-esteem. (just like how i was treated.)
7) they might be handicapped, or might have become this way because of someone. (noble.!)
8) they are humans like us too.
9) one more friend is better than one more enemy.
10) and BECAUSE, i wouldn't want to treat people the way i'm being treated by others.
but, really i feel that i'm really kinda sick and tired of always bitching bout others, and always pointing here and there, saying, "oi, that one so slutty ar.", "oi, that one so BITCH sia."
It's not anybody's fault, but i feel bad aft i said it.
So now i wish i can change, bitch less about people.
Give more thought to people's feelings.
BUT there's still some people who doesn't deserve more sympathy and understanding.
So i'll never stop bitching bout them.
But i'll try. For the others.
HAHA.
And anyway, i saw a person who looked like a
transexual someone with more males hormones than female 'uns.
gotta go.
so much things to do.
And i've to wake up EARLY TMR!
idiot. hate things like that.
Luckily my mother's bringing me out for movie tmr.! yay!
p.s: i saw a totally CUTEEEEE guy on bus today!
omg, he's like the ultimate cutie lah!! even ji admits it!
i wonder if he's attached... hmm.
p.s.s: kitty and ji says i look like paul.
i'm happy, cause i think paul's cute and i'm honoured to look like him.
i'm sad, cause ji and kitty thinks he's ugly.
i'm confused, cause i'm not sure if i should be happy or sad. =(
BBYE PEOPLE!
photos posted nxt post!
till then,
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