Monday, July 17, 2006
Some little nonsensical things i've been doing when i should have been studying.
No wonder my grades are lousy.
NUMBER ONE.
He's haunting my dreams, interrupting my sleep, stealing my kiss.
He runs like the wind, an eerie silence that murders me.
His wicked spell let loose, searching for me, threatening my pleas.
It attacks my heart, fiery and wild, entangling within my very own soul.
Left me hungering, seeking more of his love, when mine wasn't in my control.
What am i against the wind?
What am i to do if you don't come to save me?
NUMBER TWO.
I left in peace
when nothing could awaken me.
I succumbed to the dark
when you left me to die on my own.
But could you have saved me?
Could i be released from the hold he has on me?
This will be my story left untold, unsaid.
Then left to rot for centuries deep under the ground.
My heart stayed alive
For as long as you breathe,
It cannot die.
NUMBER THREE.
I'm no longer your girl
Now i've transformed
And you're watching
Watching me metamorph
It's kinda sad really
Watching you cry
Over losing me
As i fly into the night
*So i'm telling you
please read between the lines.
CHORUS:
I'm ready to fly, I'm ready to rock.
Just play me the key, hit me the beat,
And sugar we can get this show on.
I'm ready to scream, I'm ready to shout.
Plug in the speakers, bring me my m-phone,
And baby we can rock the house down.
Baby we can rock the night away.
I choose the way i live
And now baby you
Don't decide my life
Read my lips, get out of sight
Watch me shimmer and shine
Then tell me now
Is it working?
Are you scared of me now?
CHORUS 2X
Wicked.
BULLSHIT EH.
I think all of it sucked lah, as usual. That's why i don't know why i'd rather spend so much time on such stuffs rather than on studying.
Guess i'm not the academic type.
BUT ARGH! O levels this year!
HOW HOW HOW HOW?
Anyway, can't say anything on this blog.
MY SECRET IS TOO SECRETIVE. Can't risk it.
Moreover, some annoying people keeps on reading my stuff when i don't intend to let them read it. So i've just to be more subtle in my posting.
GRRRH, to hell with you annoying people.!
Make my life so difficult.
And my DNT! OMG, i think i'm gonna fail if i don't go back and do.
And i'm still very angry over what happened this morning.
I was seating at the stairs waiting for the time to pass and suddenly i sensed something behind me. I turned, and saw a cat.
IT WAS UGLY. OKAY? Not like those cutesy ones that i see.
So i got a huge shock but did nothing cause i wasn't afraid of 'em you see. I went back to reading my book then after a few minutes, he started walking down the stairs SLOWLy, it's tail erected. (very straight) I didn't do anything just watch it go down. Then it went down, all the time eyes on me, then climbed back up again then stopped at my side, giving me a fierce look.
THEN WHAT DID IT DO?
IT SNIFFED MY DNT WORKPIECE!
Omg, such a pervert.
It sniffed it like it was some kinda food and nearly ate it if i hadn't grabbed it away from it's stinking mouth!
DAMNN YOU STUPID CAT!
Then i stood up and it kept looking at me.
And it wasn't looking at me nicely lor.
If normal cats want food, they will purr and rub against you.
THIS CAT DIDN'T.
It just stared at me like trying to say, "EH madam, you better gimme that blueblue food in your hand or i'm gonna stalk you all day."
Serious, the cat really gave me the feeling that itwasn't afraid of me.
I stared back at it, stared and stared and stared until my legs became tired from all the standing. So i went down the stairs a few floors and i thought i'd lost it.
So i sat down and continue reading my book.
THEN GUESS WHAT?
After like not more than 6 minutes, i turned my head and kena shocked.
IT WAS BACK.
And such a sneaky thing. Kept standing behind me, watching my every move.
I felt so uncomfortable cause it's eyes weren't exactly those nice nice ones.
I stood up again and stared back at it. Then i pointed my finger at it like threatening it. It backed away a little but it's eyes still stared at me.
Then i realised i couldn't keep going all the way down, it would just follow me all the way.
So i walked towards it, and it flew.
Not flew as in fly that kind, i mean it ran up at a speed of a rocket.
Guess it was scared of me. So i stomped all my way to the top and it was gone lah.
I guess it couldn't find me or something.
IT WAS SO LUCKY.
Cause i was fuming mad when i arrived at the top of the stairs and if it had appeared again, i tell you, i seriously would have kicked it.
I'm a animal lover at heart lah i tell you.
BUT THIS KIND OF CAT AR, SERIOUSLY NEEDS SOME KICKING IN THE ASS.
Or else it will just go around bothering others.
Also, it's a lesson to be learnt lah.
Just like the cat, if it wanted food, then ask nicely. Be a nice and cute cat, not glare at others like as if it wanted to kill them.
Same for humans, if you want something, then ask nicely and don't throw a tantrum just cause people don't want to give it to you. Don't give people attitude when you are trying to ask a favour. You're not some blardy hooker so DON'T.
GRH, i'm so angry at that stupid cat.
and TO HELL with my next door neighbours.
If you're reading this, then i'm glad you know how i feel abt you. Guess the feelings are mutual.
STOP STALKING MY LIFE. Go care abt your ugly daughters, they're FAR worse than me.
At least i don't have the mentality of a 2 yr old.
Neither do i live my life like a wretched cow.
[ check what i wrote abt them in
HERE. ]
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the answer's pretty simple.
I'm just bored and now i'm so MAD.
I need to cool down.
BBYE people.
photos.ltr.
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