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Thursday, June 15, 2006
idiots.


ARGH.
i am seriously going crazy.
i'm so stressed out..! and all because of a stupid asshole who doesn't bloody deserve it.
this is what happens when i fall for someone, so it's a lesson to me.
don't ever fall for someone every again.
then maybe i will live a happier life.

BLAHBLAHBLAHS.
i sound idiotic.
mianneh [sorry] lah. i just need to vent my fustrations out.

i couldn't go to the practice today cause it was held in school.
another pain for me to keep inside.
it hurts me to know that....... yah, i can't say but ppl who knows KNOWS lah.


and something bad is going to happen.
i know it.
everytime someone knows about my secret, something bad will happen.
like the person i like will know that i like him or whatsoever.
and that is bad, trust me.
that's why i've been keeping my secret for so long...!
i'm so scared something bad will happen.

p.s: now you know why i never tell you le hor jiken? not that i purposely don't want say but got quite a lot of reasons why lah.

but then i had this crazy idea to tell alan.
i thought he would keep my secret, just like i kept his.
but no, he blurted it out the very nxt day. and kept on repeating and repeating until the whole world knows it.
he claims that he only give hints and people won't know but comeon lah, it's so goddamn obvious can. anybody who knows him can guess it straightaway.
and it's seriously not funny, because if HE knows, then we wouldn't be friends anymore.
and that's worse than rejection.
i'm not assuming here. it's a FACT.
that all guys are barbaric and cannot except the truth that someone who HE don't like likes him.
so they avoid the girl at all costs.
yah. so pissing off.
whatever, alan already said it and KC already know who it is by guessing so what can i do?
kill them both so the secret will forever be hidden?

fuckass. i don't know what to say or what to do.
crap. and i can't sleep at night all thanks to HIM and alan.
thankyou assholes, for making my life a total wreck.




off to watch kim sam soon.
i'm need to cool down. seriously.




iAMbuttercup
. ping


2:31 AM

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