Saturday, May 06, 2006
Sometimes i really hate you.
Hate you for making me love you.
You get so close to me,
You flirt with me,
Then you suddenly leave, taking my heart with you.
On that day you made me feel loved
Then on that same day you ripped my heart apart.
I was jealous about the way you acted around her.
You knew it yet you didn't care.
Kept flirting with her.
My eyes were on you.
Then when i gave up all hope,
You came back and made everything else better.
I really thought it was going to work out.
Then we came back.
Just when i thought she's gone.
Someone else took her place.
Now i'm standing alone at one corner as the both of you laugh.
At my stupidity. At my sadness.
Sad because you don't love me.
Stupid because i love you.
We go out. She tags along.
Your focus is on her.
I shout, "What about me?"
But you didn't hear me, nobody does.
I scream as loud as i can but still nobody hears me.
It's hard enough when i see you loving someone else,
but it hurts even more when you find me only because she wouldn't have you.
Am i the only one who can accept your flaws?
Or am i the only one who can withstand the pain you are inflicting upon my poor heart?
I do not know.
And i plead.
Please stop tormenting me with your lies.
Your sweet nothings.
If you love me then please save me from this misery.
I'll be dead soon.
and i want to love you and to get my love back in return before it happens.
Please. I beg you. Please save me.
I LOVE U.
8:29 AM
