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I just had a heartwarming talk with daddy. Really, it's not as if i want to fail all my grades and end up as some lousy beggar on the street. Who will want that? I can't help it if my grades are lousy when i know that i DID study. Although i didn't study until like a siaoGINA but then i did give all my best. So stop saying that i never do my best and always think of shopping only. You don't know what is my best and neither do i. I can only give everything i've got and treat it as my best.
Maybe the fact is that i am stupid. That's too bad. And i want to go to a good school and get a good job in the future too. But i don't have an ambition and it's not because i'm lazy. It's just that i am unrealistic. I'm not satisfied with a normal life. I want a life of fame, a life always in the spotlight. So why can't you support me, your own daughter? I know that i can't sing, dance or act. To add on, i am ugly so i could never be in the media industry. But even if i can't be in the media industry, can't you give me encouragement and believe in me?
It's tough when you have to hide yourself from friends. It's even harder when you hide yourself from your own family. I'm sick and tired. I am depressed. I have white hair growing everywhere and i am only sixteen. FUCK.
And nobody is helping me. So what if i am ugly, uninteresting and fat? Does that mean you have to shun me? I'm not like aravind. At least i am not, thank god. So why on earth is nobody helping me?
FUCKFUCKFUCK.
I just want to kick some people. And i will name them. I want to kick Yin Caile to death. I want to beat C until she knows that she is so not cool. I want to smash my fist into MX face until she stops teh-ing. I want to scold vulgarities at ** until she stops hating me. I want to quarrel with HER and make up later just to let her know that i am unhappy with her behaviour. I want to shout to the whole wide world that i don't want to be weakling anymore.
But that's all not gonna come true. I'm still afraid.
YAH WADEVER LA. i want to eat my dinner and then get on with my bloody life. FUCK.
